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Monday, 08 November 2010

  • My Sorrow

    My Sorrow

    This sorrow I am feeling blinded me, hurt me.
    When I rain fall I watch while it drop to the ground, wishing I go away from this pain.
    I can't escape from pain that I am feeling.

    I would like to go far, far away from here.
    I am on top of a grass side hill look at the beautiful graveyard.
    I wish I was there.
    I start head back to home and hoping the pain of this sorrow would go away.
    I lock myself in my room.

    I watch the rain fall again and again hoping the rain take me away from here.
    I want to go far away from this sorrow that is eating from the inside.
    I wish the rain could wash away my pain.

    I hate this feel that has came over me.
    This life is meaningless.
    This life is worthless.
    Take me away from here.
    Take me far, far away.
    Please take me rain.
    Wash away my pain.
    Wash away my sins.
    I went to be like the water.

    Water has no pain.
    Water has no sorrow.
    Water has no worries.
    Just peace.
    I need peace.
    I don't need this sorrow.
    I don't need this pain.
    I want this pain to end.
    I want to be like the rain.

    I am tired of living.
    I am tired of pain.
    I am tired of being here.
    I want just eternal peace.

Monday, 01 November 2010

  • Samhain

    Samhain

    On this night on Samhain .
    May the spirits the dead pass in peace.
    May we hide our face .
    We light the way with Jack O'Lanterns.
    We ask the Gods and Goddess, Anubis, Demeter, Hecate and Freya to guardian and watch over us.
    There is a Full Moon on this night Samhain ..

    We honor the Gods and Goddess.
    We ask the Anubis, guardian of all souls to watch over us ..
    Anubis i ask if you will watch me, when my time to pass come i will ready ..

    We ask Demeter to bring the darkness upon thy earth.
    Demeter the goddess that want her daughter back.
    Demeter bring the cold and darkness.
    Demeter bring the snow.

    Hecate ! We ask you to guardian the gate of this world and the next .
    Hecate ! The Goddess of wisdom, guide me and protection throughout my days.
    Hail Hecate.
    When I cross over may you guide me through the underworld.

    Freya ! the mistress of the fallen.
    We hail.
    Freya we ask you to guardian the fall soldier from battle into the afterlife.
    Guardian and protection our ancestors.
    We Hail.
    Freya.

    We ask all the Gods and goddesses of Death to protect and guard our soul.
    May our lives have meaning to it, and when we do pass to the other side when our soul be at peace.
    We ask The eternal mother are this peace on this night on Samhain.

Tuesday, 12 October 2010

  • The Death of Nature

      The Death of Nature

     

    I am at warming.

    I am in pain.

    My home is broken apart.

    I am dying.

    I try and fight against this disease that killing me.

    So I sent out a huge storm to wipe away every human beings.

    I hate every human being who tries, to kill me.

    I am in rage against human beings.

    I am tried.

    This weakness is killing me.

     

    When I cry, it becomes the rain.

    No one cares about the Earth.

    All they care about is how to make much money.

    I am in pain.

    I am in danger.

    No one hears my cry.

    No one hears my scream.

    No one care about me.

     

    My home is disappearing right before my eyes.

    My rain forests are disappearing.

    My wildlife that I have grown up with are disappearing.

    I don't understand why do so many wildlife species have to die for money.

    Human beings are so greedy.

    I have lost everything.

    I have lost my home.

    I have lost my life.

    I have lost everything i grew up with.

     

    I will never get my home back, never again.

    I am homeless.

    I am angry.

    I am depressed.

    I am in tears.

    I am in pain.

    I am things that you call Nature.

    I am the grass that you touch.

    I am the tree that you see and grow.

     

    All my lfe was my job to take care of the planet Earth.

    But I faulted at that I lost my touch.

    My Ice lands are melting and I can't do anything to stop it.

    I was for to be the protected of the Earth and all Nature.

    My beautiful polar bears are dying because i didn't catch the warming at the beginning.

     

    Now I am in pain from the greenhouse gas that is killing me from the inside, outside.

    I can't hold on for very long.

    My life is end quick and painful.

    Please help me, I can't help myself.

    I am alone.

    I am weak.

    I can't take care of myself.

    I have no one who could help me.

     

    I am slowly disappearing.

    My lands are are disappearing.

    My plants are disappearing.

    I can't handle this pain any longer.

    The Climate is Changing very fast.

    My ice lands are melting very fast.

    I can't help myself and I watching my world disappearing right before my eyes.

     

    Please someone help me.

    As this disease eats away at my trees and water I am feeling the effect.

    This will never change.

    I am dying and It is all because of Humans.

    If I am go to dies, I am taking Humanity with me.

     

    Every time I weep, it rains.

    No one understands my pain instead me.

    I wish someone would understand I have been feeling later.

    Humanity has wiped out half of my species of animals, plant life.

    There is nothing I can do, I could only hope.

     

    My heart was filled with such hope, and compassion now it is filled with rage, and hate.

    I am losing the war against this disease that is taking over my body, mind, and soul.

    These wounds that Humanity has given me are weakening my body.

    I am called by many names, To The pagan I am the goddess and Mother Nature, and Gaia, But I am Nature.

    I am from Mother Nature.

     

    I am guarding of tree of life.

    The tree of life is weakening because I am weakening my life is ending.

    The life is ending.

    The life of many species are dying.

    I am a shape shifter.

    I am a Nature heart and soul.

    I am the Life force that surrounds everything that is creative.

     

    I am the owl that you can hear in the dead of the night.

    I am the wolf that you can hear howling in the dead of the night.

    I am Nature.

    I am the Mother of all living things.

    I have lost everything because of humans.

    I have lost my home.

    The ancient time was simply time.

    They used to worship me.

    They used to ask and pray for my guidance.

     

    Now they like destroying my home.

    Now they like destroying my plant life.

    Now they don't worship me anymore.

    Now they just love destroying that is in their way.

     

    Who would help me now.

    Who would care about me now.

    Who would worship me now.

    I have no one.

    I have no home.

    All I have is this disease you call Global Warming.

     

    If no one helps me.

    I will be dead.

    I have no one turn to, I have no one who cares about me and my home.

    I am lost forever.

    I will never see this world beautiful again.

     

    My world is ending.

Wednesday, 12 May 2010

  • Nature

    I am from the Earth.
    I am Mother Nature.
    Everyone should respect the Earth.
    Every time you cut down a tree, it cut me has well.
    I am thousand years old,
    I am old.
    I am wisdom.
    You should fear me.
    You should love and respect what i have given you.

    Please stop hurt me.
    Please stop hurt the Earth.
    Please stop kill my creature.
    I have gave you everything you wanted but you had to stably me in the back.
    Being hurt weakens me.
    You have betrayed me.
    You have betrayed Nature.
    You have destroy my home.
    My home is every where on this planet.

    My home is in sea.
    My home are the tree.
    My home is the planet.
    You are going to destroy yourselves.
    I will live forever.
    I will live without you.
    The rain is falling.
    I have gave you seeds so you can plant and give back to the Earth.

    Long time ago you use to worship me.
    You asked me to protect your harvest, and i answered your prays.
    When you learned how to use the technology you simply forgot about me.
    You stopped worshiping me.
    You stopped worshiping nature.
    I have cursed you all, because I am Mother Nature.
    I am part of the Earth.

    I sit around watch people hurt the Earth and me.
    I am tired.
    I am weak.
    I can't do anything to help myself.
    Only people could help me, and take care of me.
    I can't do this alone.
    I am dying.
    I am like a tree, that can be reborn over, and over again, and like a tree it need to be care for.

    I am alone in this world.
    I am protector and guard of the nature.
    You might not anger me.
    I could wipe you out so easy.
    This planet is all i have.
    This planet is the only thing I have to care for.
    People are not going to care for me.
    I am nature.

    I rule all of nature.
    I rule all of the creature who live on this planet.
    Please worship me again.
    Please love me again.
    Please love nature again.

    Nature is every where.
    Respect it.
  • It is Spring Time

    It is spring time.
    I can smell it in the air.
    I can smell the flowers.
    I can smell the grass.
    I can touch the grass.
    I can touch and taste the vegetable growing in the garden.
    The weather is changing.
    The weather is warming up.
    The trees are blossoming.
    The flowers are blossoming.

    It is spring time.
    Easter has passed.
    Beltane has passed.
    Spring and May is here.
    This is the time to tend to your garden and planted some flowers.
    Some people pray to God to protect their garden.
    Some people pray to Mother Nature for protect.
    I do both and I thank God for this planet.

    It is Spring Time.
    The animals and bugs come out to play.
    The frogs jump around the pond.
    The wildflower comes out.
    The sky is clean and blue.
    The sun is shining.
    The horses are running free.
    The sunflowers are growing.
    When seasons the earth also changes it is a beautiful way.
    Nature is every where.

    It is spring time.
    There is rain and storm.
    The trees have leaves and it arms.
    The trees are ancient.
    An apple falls down from the trees.
    This is what thinks spring time is for me.
    Spring time is beautiful.
    Spring time is when nature is beautiful.

    It is spring time.
    Spring time is here.
    The rabbits come out, and hop round.
    The bees are collection honey for us.
    The tulips are blossoming.
    The roses are blossoming, and looking so beautiful.
    The lavender is purple and bright.
    Spring time is a time to celebrate.
    Spring time is a time to clean our environment.

    It is spring time.
    Spring time is a time when rain falls.
    Spring time is the time when the seasons changes.
    Spring time is when the plants grow.
    Spring time is my favorite season.
    Spring time is the time to be happy.

    It is spring time.

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